Search for a Soul
By Rosemarie E. Bishop, 1999
Series: The Moral Vampire Series

"Afraid of being alone for eternity, Christian Desmonde goes against his faith and Christian beliefs and selfishly gives Audra, a woman he believes he loves, the gift of everlasting life. 200 years later, he's not only living with the horrible guilt of what he did, he now must live with the appalling thing he created. Only Jesse, an angel sent by God, and Roni, a beautiful mortal woman who is helping Christian accept his vampirism, can help Christian keep his sanity and prove to himself that even a vampire has a soul. Search For A Soul is a spellbinding novel dealing with not only the day to day battle between good and evil, but also our own internal struggle between what is good and bad in each of us." (from rosemariebishop.com)